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[Nov. 9th, 2006|01:21 pm] |
My heart is a black haunted loom,
weaving jackets for children who'll never be born.
My hands are abandoned factories
manufacturing heartbreak and hate for the world.
As we waltz the broken dance of our limbs
this ballroom has been groped by so many evil whims.
As I drill the last hole into you,
the well of your body has hardened into glue.
Everything is going to be just awful when we're around.
All the colors gonna rot off your sight when we're around.
I remember the day that I sold my smile to that nice couple
who lost their first child.
I threw in a set of sympathy,
and a bucket of popcorn for the cemetary.
But now my face is all fenced off, the sky is boarded up,
the hills covered in drop cloth.
How many chords till this song vomits out real love?
How many feathers to pluck naked the soiled dove?
How many whores till you send away for that trophy?
And how many punches till you give yourself away for free?
Because those bruises on your gace look like the sun setting in disgrace.
(From these cliffs you can see the whole city
laid out groveling like a field of wounded soldiers.
The billboards in heat and hissing,
the sky scrapers stitching the gash of the earth.
As they waltz the broken dance of their limbs
their ballroom has been groped by so many evil whims.)
Everything is going to be just awful when we're around.
All the colors gonna rot off your sight when we're around.
I am just a salesman pleased to meet you can I show you around.
Every thing must go the shadows the seagulls when we're around.
This is our shame. |
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[Nov. 3rd, 2006|05:17 pm] |
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www.xanga.com/imperfectkid ---- go see how hot i am? |
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[Jun. 16th, 2006|02:09 pm] |
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I got three tickets and my car towed. I had my 20th birthday... not the party yet though. I got my car out. I got insurance. I got a tag. Someone called me today about me working tommorow. I am seeing the braves tonight. Fuck yea. I hung out with kristy again. and again. and again. I am staying single for a very long time. I love you. Me and michael have great investment ideas. I will touch the sky. |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|01:35 pm] |
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So i didn't fail my math test at all... I love not working... but it's ever so bittersweet. I am making all A's in school finals are soon. I have been drinking way too much lately. Every night is way too much. I missed a few days of school from my drinking.... but i picked up slack. I am supposed to be moving to florida.....heh awesome??? Not really...I guess there won't be tooooooo much i am leaving behind..right? noooooo not at all. I love this place. I love so many people.. no matter how mad i get... i still love them. Swimming is fun. Derek is fun. Seth devon shauna leslie lauren abbey ronnie Steph Bret Too many people to list what am i thinking. I am having so much fun... I miss Joal he is so busy. I miss others too... I am kinda confused as to whether you are talking to me or not..I am not sure how to tell... I am a moron.<3 |
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[May. 16th, 2006|01:23 pm] |
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Wow. Got a new job. Selling knives.. i get 15 bucks for every house i goto. So let me come to your house and show some knives huh?? Got fired last night. Failed a math test today. Fun. F un. Fun. Someone is talking to me again....whhhaaattttt. Can't goto the show tonight. Wonderful </3 |
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[May. 10th, 2006|12:00 pm] |
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So... went down to little five with lauren verk shauna devon bret and jenson. Got my tattoo at holy mother. I like it a lot. Means a great deal to me. Ate at varsity. Listened to music and laughed with the crew. (missing you)<3 444444evveerrrr |
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[May. 8th, 2006|02:00 pm] |
Let's go for saturday night. Me and shauna roll up to Rami's party. Lame!!! So I left and brought people to my house for the new party. Me Shauna Devon Jess Ashllyy Candace Josh nix and Lauren. Finished a 12 pack and a handle of 100 proof SoCo (Your favorite) Then as a qoute Josh says, "Kristina Dutton must just be a bitch because i see no reason to hate you. You are fucking awesome!" (ouch) I thought he was your friend? Jumped on trampoline in rain. Came in and blasted prince as loud as possible. Me and Devon danced on tables while everyone else danced in the middle of my living room. Then everyone got into icing...sooooooo Me Devon Shauna Lauren Jess and Ash Got in the shower?? WOO! Fun night!! ))<>(( (Me dev shauna and lauren watched me & you and everyone we know) Loved it again. ))<>((
(You won't ever get to far from me) |
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[Apr. 25th, 2006|02:50 pm] |
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Busy busy busy. College.Work.Fun.Hanging out with friends. i love joal. my mom wants to goto savanah...i dont know what ill do. but joal can move with us.Decorating my room. Got a computer. gotta put internet on it. I have tue-thurs off after 3:20 every week. be my friend then |
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[Jan. 21st, 2006|10:19 am] |
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ok. work. work. work. 40+ hours a week. yeah. Abbey? She spent the night last night. We watched tv and made dumb jokes. counseling. 8-10 classes. Getting prescribed drugs for bi polar. I'm fixed! i pissed off caroline... eh eeehh sorry. They want me to be manager. No. Keg tonight? Yes. drink up. |
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[Jan. 5th, 2006|08:23 pm] |
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went to the pro-test, we will lose. but i fought. goddamn i fought. going to mid-town tonight. work. gotta go get drugs.. im bi polar now? great. |
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[Dec. 27th, 2005|03:50 pm] |
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Christmas rocks. 1,200 dollars for a car. a phone. money for clothes. I love my life now. It was getting better every day. I made a bad decision though.... |
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[Dec. 20th, 2005|01:15 pm] |
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It's the strawberry sparkle it gives to my lips. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2005|10:52 am] |
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In the words of Joal. It's the end of an era. Time to pack up and go on tour. |
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[Dec. 15th, 2005|10:38 am] |
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44 hours of work. i shaved. wow.where is joal? |
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[Dec. 8th, 2005|09:06 pm] |
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Uhm yeah only work 3 days this week yet i get 32 hours? fun. christmas shopping, gotta figure out what gifts to get. christmAS decoration on sat night plans. so no going out past 10:15. |
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[Dec. 2nd, 2005|03:01 pm] |
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ooohhhhh FUCK YES. Deloom Debwah y eeess s s s s s |
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[Nov. 29th, 2005|08:25 pm] |
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Once again I get this feeling when I am around you a feeling of anticipation that this will last forever. When we are together our thoughts connect to form the one thing we all belong to, and now this feels great. Now this feels so good. I look back to better times, but these are the better times and I hope that they last forever. I hope that we last forever. It’s beautiful when you find the right people to befriend. If there are any empty holes I will replace them with brighter things from my heart. |
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[Nov. 29th, 2005|11:04 am] |
not much work in the past week. 15 fucking hours...yeah. hung out at mikey whites a few days. Read a few chapters of "The complete idiots guide to psychology" Got the second book in the dark tower series. Hung out with heather and went shopping. Hung out with ellen and got her addicted to desperate housewives. Didn't goto as i lay dying.... BUT someone really nice called me from the show to let me listen to the music AND they bought me a shirt. THANK YOU SO FUCKING MUCH YOU ARE BETTER THAN ME AT EVERYTHING INCLUDING THE GUITAR.
oh and no evergreen terrace i completely forgot i don't even like them. thank you kristy for letting me know. < 3 333 3 33 33 3 3 |
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[Nov. 21st, 2005|06:25 pm] |
He made the world a grassy road before our bare, wandering feet,
And crushed the stones into the softest sand between our toes,
But we're wondering where to sleep,
Clever words on pages turn to fragments;
Circles, points and lines, and cover them like carpets,
With graceful, meaningless ornamental designs
Come quick, you light that knows no evening
Come, alone to the alone!
There are a thousand sanities well worth leaving to take your madness home,
You dance inside my chest where no one sees you
But sometimes I see you
Rejoice, salvation of my soul!
But I still have a thousand half-loves
(Oh my God! I want to shoot myself just thinking about it!)
And you think I don't mean what I say?
I mean every word I say!
I threw a stone down at the reflection of my image in the water,
And it althogether disappeared,
I burst,
It shattered me like a bullet through a bottle,
And I'm expected to believe that any of this is real. |
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